唉, 读书读到sien咗, 整个头脑还是处于半清醒状态, study apa pun tak masuk otak.....
不读书, 我的良心会很过意不去......尤其是今年是SPM......要早早培养好读书的 mood, adapt 回这久违的生活煎熬. 已经很久没这样读书了, 应该是说很久没自动自发又那么早地去读......since PMR? i think no...maybe since UPSR......
还记得UPSR时, all those teacher 都是ki siao 的. Everyday also 读书......还好有那些老师, 不然我现在一定考试很差....My language subjects, 尤其是 Bahasa Melayu standard is still like primary...but surprisingly it is enough for secondary, just that we learned lots of isi plus huraian in secondary (i think so la because we still use back the same style to write - selain itu, di samping itu, tambahan pula.....thx to the crazy Cikgu Lee...MELAMPAU!!!)
Those days已变成历史......Since 进来中学, everything 放慢速度 d......Last time 小学 didn't pass up homework also 心惊惊, now 麻木 d. Didn't pass up homework only ma, won't die one...... My life of study sudah tukar kepada the relax style.....even exam doesn't really matters to me( just don't get lower than my expectations then can la....)
My style of study - 临时抱佛脚......everything last minute......
But now SPM, so must take things seriously......(有几久我没take things seriously 了啊?忘记了....)
Use 理智 to think, 临时抱佛脚 is sure not enough, 敷衍then can la, 来真的 sure die lo, 所以 must use back the primary study style to 应付 this 2nd term exam, this style is 最实际, because exam is less than one week...
But i very easy putus asa, plus easily distracted (because 享受 the relax life for too long d), so must start early, but actually is too late d(less than one week leh), but at least still better than last minute la......
My way now - Expose myself to BOOKS everyday, so that i can finally 培养起阅读的良好习惯......But i think this is actually useless, 我的生活虽然充满 "书香" now, but i masih dalam keadaan yang blur blur saja.....Dalam semua yang saya telah study, hanya 0.01% berjaya masuk ke dalam otak saya sebagai long term memory......
My 良心 is pushing me to study.....since it is spm year, there's lot of 责任 and 理智点来说, this is a very very very very important year because my future depends on my spm. But i still 赖赖闲(*cantonese), although i know all these.....要对得住天地良心, 要对住父母妻儿, i must study!!!!!!!!!!!!!(过龙了.....)
唉, there's still many other teeny tiny factors like my mother 啰嗦 la...this and that.......
不读书, 我的良心会很过意不去......尤其是今年是SPM......要早早培养好读书的 mood, adapt 回这久违的生活煎熬. 已经很久没这样读书了, 应该是说很久没自动自发又那么早地去读......since PMR? i think no...maybe since UPSR......
还记得UPSR时, all those teacher 都是ki siao 的. Everyday also 读书......还好有那些老师, 不然我现在一定考试很差....My language subjects, 尤其是 Bahasa Melayu standard is still like primary...but surprisingly it is enough for secondary, just that we learned lots of isi plus huraian in secondary (i think so la because we still use back the same style to write - selain itu, di samping itu, tambahan pula.....thx to the crazy Cikgu Lee...MELAMPAU!!!)
Those days已变成历史......Since 进来中学, everything 放慢速度 d......Last time 小学 didn't pass up homework also 心惊惊, now 麻木 d. Didn't pass up homework only ma, won't die one...... My life of study sudah tukar kepada the relax style.....even exam doesn't really matters to me( just don't get lower than my expectations then can la....)
My style of study - 临时抱佛脚......everything last minute......
But now SPM, so must take things seriously......(有几久我没take things seriously 了啊?忘记了....)
Use 理智 to think, 临时抱佛脚 is sure not enough, 敷衍then can la, 来真的 sure die lo, 所以 must use back the primary study style to 应付 this 2nd term exam, this style is 最实际, because exam is less than one week...
But i very easy putus asa, plus easily distracted (because 享受 the relax life for too long d), so must start early, but actually is too late d(less than one week leh), but at least still better than last minute la......
My way now - Expose myself to BOOKS everyday, so that i can finally 培养起阅读的良好习惯......But i think this is actually useless, 我的生活虽然充满 "书香" now, but i masih dalam keadaan yang blur blur saja.....Dalam semua yang saya telah study, hanya 0.01% berjaya masuk ke dalam otak saya sebagai long term memory......
My 良心 is pushing me to study.....since it is spm year, there's lot of 责任 and 理智点来说, this is a very very very very important year because my future depends on my spm. But i still 赖赖闲(*cantonese), although i know all these.....要对得住天地良心, 要对住父母妻儿, i must study!!!!!!!!!!!!!(过龙了.....)
唉, there's still many other teeny tiny factors like my mother 啰嗦 la...this and that.......
However........There's terlalu banyak distraction, my laptop on my desk is one of the major distraction....my handphone......I even 试过 staring at my ceiling, 望着天花板发呆 for 20 minutes!!!
Whenever comes to study, i'll transform into a pig.Books can be a very good 催眠药, staring it for a few seconds makes you wanna fall asleep. With the help of this 催眠大法, my 午觉 can last for 4 hours!!! This only happen semasa musim peperiksaan......dunno why.......
Plus sometimes my 内心的挣扎 can take up to one hour!!!! The fight between 理智 & 感情 + 犹豫 + 发牛抖(*cantonese)after that....................
So how can i 专心读书?
They say listening to music is a good way of study. For me, after i listened, i will 沉醉 in the music......then forgot about my studies.....If there is people singing lagi teruk, i'll just follow them and sing....lalalalala........so is there any good way for me to study?
总而言之, now i must get back to study.....偷懒 enough lo......continue my usaha untuk memupuk study mood saya..........
总而言之, now i must get back to study.....偷懒 enough lo......continue my usaha untuk memupuk study mood saya..........
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